its been a long time since been on tumblr and so much has changed.

some good . some bad . some great . some sad 

but what hasnt changed during this time are the close friends that have always stayed by my side 

family has grown stronger and will never be apart

no matter where 2012 takes us they will always be in my heart <3

in a years time a person is able to grow so much if you allow them to . 

learn so many things if they are willing to . 

get into so much trouble if they are reckless enough to .

yet one thing doesnt change..

people long to be together. yet when they are together long to have space

well you just have to know that theres always a time and place

where its appropriate to say something and when it is not

learnt this the hard way and for it i got shot

shot in my heart shot in my head

shot while making love in my very own bed

what has happen wont change and theres nothing more to be said 

you cant regret but only look forward and move on

what has made you laugh dont regret it 

whats made you cry dont forget it 

whats made you angry just accept it 

in the end you can come out better and stronger 

girls have come and gone for reasons they dont belong

but at times i have cried trying to find that perfect song 

never knew how it would hurt not having her by your side

sometimes you just have to shut up and suck up all of your pride

now here we find ourselves in this empty full world 

would you be happy if i were to buy you diamonds and pearls?

but thats not the kind of girl im looking for to be 

just a simple she-la who understands mee.

Amen.